希望有希望

最近也不知道是怎么的，
做什么都不顺利，
很多事情也不晓得该怎么做决定。


好几回，
我都感到非常无助。
仿佛自己已沉溺于茫茫大海之中，
无法自拔。


就算没有沉入海底，
感觉也就像汪洋中的一艘小船，
随着浪花，漂啊漂啊，
无一定处。


我要寻回自我，
让那颗心不再淹没。
我要燃一把火，
燃起心中的那盏灯。


它，
会永不熄灭。
陪着我，走下去。


DxCoua
07/08/08

As random as it can get.

Don't worry, I haven't abandon this blog. Just updated some random pictures.

Took them an hour ago.

Guess I need a breather, not from work though. But more for personal reasons.

Will try to take more pictures for update here.

That's all for now, folks!

DxCoua

07/08/2008

Eyes are closing...
But I am ELATED.
Just 1 more week, and I will be
done with the box, and with the NNK.

Haven't been doing really well
in what I am suppose to do,
wonder is it really because I have no motivation,
or I am really that bad?

Maybe it's really time for me to reflect,
maybe I don't belong to this industry at all?
I am clueless...

The thought of able to sleep past 8 hours
feels good.
Am really going to treasure it.
Goodnight people.

Will be back soon.

DxCoua
14/07/08

Abit of time to do my things....

Atrocious week is about to start soon.
Wish I do have more rest and really am
looking forward to the end of the run.

Maybe plan a holiday,
maybe take a break before
the next job begins.

Miss the time when I can
chill with friends, hang out.
Well hopefully I will have all
the time to do that soon.

DxCoua
04/07/08

End Of June

Falling sick is really
not something that is funny.
Especially when you have
not much control over it.

Really need the rest
after this entry.

Haven't been penning
down thoughts...
So would love to blog abit
before saying goodnight.

Finally got a laptop,
and it will definitely be
put to great use!

Looking forward for
MORE entries here.
Cheers.

DxCoua
30/06/08

D R A M A

Dramas, dramas
and MORE dramas.
I guess this is one good
reason to live life.

To experience the different
climates, temperature or even
temprements.

It will never come to an end,
although sometimes you really
hope that it will.

but nevermind about it,
cuz all you have to do is
to brave yourself, and walk against
the strong winds till you
reached that very destination
you are heading for.

DxCoua
23/06/08

Thoughts

FATIGUE PHASE

Not in the right temper recently,
Guess stress of work is taking
over somehow.

It seemed like I am still
not getting use to the 8 hours,
unfortunately.

Sometimes, I really wish that
there will be a man whose arms
I can find comfort in.

Someone loved me,
But I didn't tresure it.
Or rather I am not patient
with it.

Thank you, Jirat.
You are always in my mind.